Teaching Experience

In here I'll share my little experience in teaching for six months. I am a student at Jambi University, majoring in English department. At least someday I'll become a teacher. From there, since I was in the 3rd semester, I try to teach in the course. Because I want make usual for teaching. I also tried to apply a job application in a private place, a course and the other private place. I was accepted at one of the course. It is makes me proud, because I do not have much talent in teaching. Moreover, my skill in English and speak English is still low. Many of the things I get for teaching. Sadness and glad it has been felt during teaching. This time, I only taught in two different classes. In the first class, I teach 4-6 grade elementary school children at the basic level. I love my students, even though they too also. I feel comfortable teaching in this class. But there are also things that make me feel annoyed at the learning process. They are often make me confused because of their requests are always weird. Just 30-minute the lesson begins, they ask me to hold games. In fact, the games made 10 minutes before the clock runs out learning. Sometimes they are angry with me and didn’t want to continue the lesson. Sometimes, they said if I care to one student. There is also a very shy child. I'm often confused to solve with this, because some of the other students are hyperactive. But this is makes me have more understand the soul of small children. In the second class, I teach at the elementary level, grade 1-3 junior high school. In this class make me overwhelmed. Before entering first time in this class, the course staff gives info about the classes that include children with an average rogue. Many teachers who have taught in this class and the average, all of them unable to teach in this class. When I heard about it, immediately I feel anxiety and I do not teach in the elementary level. The next day, I think again to consider this problem and I decided to accept it because I wanted to have experience. After two months I was teaching at the elementary level, I was tired of teaching them because their behavior is often made me angry. I admit there are some students are smart in this class, but more often make me angry even though I almost had tears in my eyes. I asked to course staff for resign teaching in elementary classes. After a month I didn’t teach in elementary class, when I want to go home after teach in basic class. Some of them asked me to come back to teach them again. I did not decide anything. But, the staff gave me two choices that is teaching in primary-level about 17 students in the class or re-teaching in an elementary class because in the course lack teacher. I also decided to return for teaching in elementary class who had taught me for two months. I chose the old class because I've known them and they already know about me. I also already know the character one by one of students at elementary level. If at the primary level, I need long process the approach to them and number of students. Until now I teach in the situations in the elementary class same as before.  Just Wednesday I teach them, one of the male students in the class out the words that made me very angry. Not to mention at that time, there was a new teacher in my classroom for observation. My feeling is mixed. I just take the positive impact from this problem. Maybe I can learn from the experience that has been running six months