still loving you

I believe God knows,
I am bored
the feeling will be losing
regret will come to my life
I must forget it
I will try to open my heart
prestige, shy, and apathetic
you never respect to me
so many stories in my diary about u
                day after day
                time passed away,
time will answer my heart
time will give the good things
believe or not, my lord is beside of me
         time will make you know about my feeling
         hopefully, my feeling go away deep in my heart
love is never ending

my feeling

make confused,,
waiting for long time and didn't know how long it has been,,
the others love come and come again,
but my feeling is going with you
hope, it will be happy at the end
there is no sad, and no tears
believed you are the best one,
but, you never respect it
is not possible for you if you come to my heart
I know, you will never hurt me but you hurt me for waiting that will happen or not
time will answer my question
God will receive all of my praying
And I believed My Lord, there is a good future for me
in everytime and everywhere I have beenmy feeling

I don't know

I don't know, why I always remember about him??,, maybe, cos I missed him
and I don't know, he missed me or not? but, he always come to my dream.... I am really blame when I ask him for waiting me... Now, he is far from me,, I hope, he comes to my house and said that if he loves me so much,,,,
I don't know, how are things with you???  I'm never see you again, or in church or in other place...
I hope, I can see you again although you with someone that you love....
and,, I don't know who is he that will come to me and make me feel comfortable...  

My Cell Phone

This is my favorite cell phone. I bought this when I started my college and this is the first cell phone that I had because since I was junior high and high school I was not allowed by my parents to have cell phones. My cell phone is Sony Ericsson type W508 and I bought it on 25^th November 2009. Until now, my cell phone still in good condition. I take care in every day with more attention. When I first bought this phone I'm so glad and I bought it with my brother. Before I buy my cell phone, it's been a lot of magazines that I buy to see the cell phone that brand new, cheap and have complete feature. My mom angry to me because my strange behavior. From 10 cell phones that I write on a paper, when I went to a mobile phone shop with my mother and brothers, none of which are sold in stores. Some have a long output and some of the stocks are exhausted in buying one. I started disappointed, not to mention my mother who always insisted on buying mobile phones in this shop but I didn’t want. I was furious and immediately returned to home. The next day, I re-buy the magazine's latest mobile phones and look around carefully the brand cell phones that I'll buy. There are five lists of brand new phones that I wrote on a paper so that I’m easy to look at the mobile phone shop. This time, I do not go looking for it. Both of my brother who went to look for 5 of cell phones brand that I wants looking. From five that are listed there is only one brand nokia mobile phone available. My brother picked me up and come back again to last mobile stores. After my brother and I came back to the store, apparently the cell phone sold out.  It turns out my feeling is true, so I have not must to cancel again for buy my new phone. One by one my phone which I make me interest, immediately I ask the store owner. Finally , I find a cell phone which made ​​me interested and  the shop have the cell phone that I want and I  decide to buy it because I do not want to fail again to buy my new cell phone.

My Hamster

I'll tell you a little about my pets that I have ever had. When I third grade at the high school, then my friends and I went to the market for buy some food because we wanted to see one of my classmates who are bedridden in a hospital.We also split in the market and share of tasks; some of my friends go to the supermarket and some of us waiting at the outside supermarkets. Than I was standing in the outside of supermarket, my friend, rini and I go around of the market. I saw a crowd, I will come near. Apparently there are sellers hamsters. I saw with a full sense of wonder because it is the first time I saw the hamster in front of my eyes. I was exasperated to see it; I was trying to hold it. I'd love to buy it, but I do not have money to buy it. I asked the seller, until when he was selling there. So that I can save my money until enough for buy the hamster. Until come to my house, I still remember the hamster I had seen in the market. I see more money in my wallet skid; I think its enough for buy a pair of hamsters. The next day, at school I asked Rini to accompany me for go to the market again to buy a pair of hamsters that I saw. I’m very happy. I take it home and I started looking for a place for my hamster. The first time, my mother saw my hamster that I bring, my mother was angry and I tried to persuade her that I was allowed to keep at home. I was giving a name that is Qiko and Mele. Every day care of my hamster with give hamsters eat more so my hamster will not starve. Every two days, I bathed them and leave them in the burning. After one week at home, I saw my hamster cage is dirty. I also move my hamster to a new cage. The next day, Mele lost. Maybe it’s because I'm moving into a new cage. Now only one hamster that I have.I take care and examine carefully. Almost 6 months I take care Qiko and the size of the body begin bigger from the first. When my hamster follow me what I say, my hamster lost again. I do not know with the reason why the hamster is lost, I was so sad and my mother told me if Qiko brought one of the stray cats around my house. When I want to buy a new one, my mother forbid to me and I should prepare for my college later.